Sunday, January 27, 2013

Let Me Be Singing When The Evening Comes!

Movin' right along - last week of January already.  It's proving to be a colder winter in North Carolina than it was last year.  We've all been immersed in our 'stuff.'  Life.  Although it is slower than it could be!  The kids not participating in any winter sports has left us with more evenings at home and free weekends.  We've discovered Duck Dynasty as a family and found some good board games.  I've taken lots of long hot bubble baths to stay warm while Charlotte has seen two Winter Weather Advisories!  Jeff's stayed warm making chili for two different chili cook-off contest.  We saw a Charlotte Bobcats game thanks to a coworker handing Jeff some tickets.  Evan had his Young Author's Day at school.  We've done some crafts and painted the man cave.  Jeff and Evan took in Monster Jam and Emily and I went to a Girl Scout Bingo night.  It's been a nice, slow January enjoying my favorite people.

I'm not sure if my eyes are just more open to seeing how God blesses us over and over or if we are just being so much more blessed lately.  Most likely the former.  

After spending six months actively looking for and applying for per diem nursing jobs and getting nowhere after the interviews, Jeff and I were kind of at a loss.  We continued to cry out to God wondering what He was doing - we need the extra money, I was taking steps to get jobs, and He was closing doors.  In late December someone I am friends with on facebook, but had only spoken to once at church, posted that she needed someone to clean her house occasionally and needed suggestions of who to use.  I quickly sent her a message telling her how I cleaned for my grandpa regularly and a few friends occasionally in Indiana and I'd love to do her house.  After discussing the details, I got off of the phone completely elated, completely praising God for the opportunity.  That, in turn made me start wondering - is this something that I could pursue and fit perfect into my schedule with the kids, Lord?  I sent an email to all of the friends I've made here.  I posted on the church women's page.  Within a day I had another couple from church who wanted me to come and clean every week!  Still looking for a few more.

I really do think that if I could work full-time I would be able to get one of the nursing jobs here - they would feel more comfortable re-training me.  Right now though...God has closed the door...for this season.  Yes, I think I might be a little sad about that.  But I'm even more thrilled about the opportunity which God provided at just the right time, one that helps us financially, and fits into my schedule perfectly.  

In July 2011 (no, that's not a typo!) we put our house up for sale in Indiana. Since that time, it's been for sale, leased-to-own ending in a broken contract, for sale again, and then a few months back some friends contacted us wanting to rent our home from us while their new home is being built.  It was perfect timing.  We would be able to take the house off the market for awhile during the market slump and the winter months.  We'd have our mortgage covered through spring!  I can not even tell you how much of a blessing it is that Scott and Lori have been in our house!  Did we want it to sell?  Yes.  We still do.  But...God provided just what we needed - and I'm positive He will continue to.

Our house will be going back up for sale on February 1st...with our friends wanting very much to make the house look perfect to show for us while they are there.  We will be able to have it for sale AND have our mortgage covered for a few months!  God has used this thorn in our side - the selling of our home - as a way to grow us in our faith.  We have had to throw up our hands and let Him have it, trusting Him in His timing, His plan, and His provision.

I can't believe we've lived here for a year and a half.  What a journey it's been.  I am excited to have joined a women's Bible study group and also a leadership group with 9 other women who I already know God has great things planned for.  Jeff is getting ready to start up with a men's group and we still do our couple's group too.  Jeff is considering HOA involvement, while I'm tossing around some more PTO involvement for next year.  I am thankful for what He is providing in these areas - connection and growth.  

I hope that months from now I can still say I'm thankful for what God is doing.  No matter what He does - what the circumstances are - we can still have joy.  We can still praise Him.  He works everything together for our good.  I am thankful for seeing where He is working and being able to point it out and claim it!  Part of the song,  10,000 Reasons (Bless the Lord, O my soul) by Matt Redman, says "The sun comes up, it's a new day dawning; It's time to sing Your song again; Whatever may pass, and whatever lies before me; Let me be singing when the evening comes!"

My prayer for the coming months of house drama - Whatever may pass...let me be singing when the evening comes, Lord!


  1. I've never read your blog before, but I'm glad I took the time this morning. I can say I feel like I know you better, and I'll be back! Thanks for your sweet thoughts, and for sharing the way God is using you and Jeff. I just ate my breakfast with you... friend! I do pray that you'll be singing when this evening comes... I think I may, too! Love, Becky Payne

    1. Hi Becky!
      Aww! I'm so glad you stopped by. I started writing the week we moved here and haven't stopped - great way to put into words how I'm feeling and what God's teaching me. Thank you for the encouragement!! I appreciate it and you and your prayers! Love, Amy